Utter loss of hope.
The feeling of complete hopelessness.
Not just a feeling of being a bit down, or confused, or sad. No, despair is a feeling which can lead to thoughts of suicide, the sense that there’s no point in you being alive, the wondering of “why am I even here?”
It may pass.
You may have friends who can help, or colleagues who will support you, or even a family who are there for you.
If you don’t, please call The Samaritans for help on 116 123.